Four months til our wedding….
Why does it feel like I did a post about our five month mark just yesterday??
I am literally sick to my stomach thinking about the list of things we have to do and the lack of money I have saved for the things my parents aren’t covering. Shouldn’t I be excited right now?? Doing a happy jig around my cubicle? Skipping up and down the hallways, singing, “I’m going to the chapel,” and glowing like a beautiful-bride-to-be??
Yesterday I was excited that our shower was a success and my bachelorette is this weekend- today I am working the stinkface, evil eye, and tummyache. I even did yoga for 45 minutes this morning. Aunt Flo isn’t in town – so it’s not my natural hormones making me mad/sad/mean/hateful. It’s this wedding. And it probably doesn’t help knowing Mr. H leaves for his bachelor weekend in Vegas tomorrow evening. Ahhhhhhh!!!! (Pray with me that there are no buppies or stolen cop cars or trips to the little white chapel.)
Insomniac Bride knows how I am feeling right now…